Temasek Hall. Restless Bee. Monsters Inc. Bread Pudding Day.

Really procrastinated on this post. Dat explains the multiple titles. heh. Found out a lot of stuff abt myself lately.

I'm a restless bee. I've always been restless... needing to do sumthin all the time. Activities galore, friends aplenty but time, as with most people, just ain't enough. I guess i've been roaming from one flower to the next dilligently working on stuff dat matter to me. Hall stuff, sports, organizing events, friends. Course i made sacrifices along the way but i was happy. Happy cos everything made sense, everything was worth its while. A friend of mine told me dat a friend of hers was having trouble with a friend of his cos he was too enthralled in activities. (how subtle.) oh well, sounds too familiar n i guess all i can offer is... when restless bee finds that one flower, the answer unfolds as it should.

Everybody has a monster in their closet. Me included. Mine has hurt many people along the way and has recently emerged to wreck havoc again. And i guess no matter what we say or do after that... the damage is done. So what happens next? well what do u think happens after Ultraman takes down Godzilla or when King Kong is subdued? No i don't mean the credits come out... what i mean is... we re-build. Let's hope dat monster stays in the closet forever otherwise, there may be nothing left to repair the next time round. Well on the King Kong note, perhaps i should loosen my grip on the poor screaming damsel and cut her some slack. Haha.

Feeling old. Not in dat wow-i'm-mature-n-attractive-like-they-say-the-older-the-better-wine-is kind of way. More like the *cough!*wheeze!*puff!*splutter!*-i'm-too-old-for-anything kind. Heh. (not to mention, it's starting to show.) Recently, sprained my neck playing soccer too!

But life is bliss! Cos at the end of the day... i still have bread pudding. Gets a little puffed up when she's heated, a little charred when she's hot for too long, sweet when you first plunge your spoon in... and even sweeter when you have more of her. More than just a dessert to me. Probably sumthin i could eat for the rest of my life. =)

She looks like this.

crushed by taptap.

I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away