The side of me u didnt know

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.
It's your turn, to take a seat we're settling the final score.
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa...
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try... holding onto silly things, I never learn.
Oh why? All the possibilities. I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa!
That's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa..
I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.
And that's what you get when you let your heart win. Whoa.

Pain, make your way to me. (to me)
And I'll always be just so inviting.
If I ever start to think straight,
This heart will start a riot in me,
Let's start... Start, hey!
Why do we like to hurt so much?
Oh why do we like to hurt so much?

That's what you get when you let your heart win!Whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.
Now I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

The stuff below is from taptap... =p

Wassdup man!
Me, me and more of me! =) Taptap took a lot of my photos because i am so dam good-looking and i kept asking her to take more photos of me.
Aint we suppose to love ourselves more than anyone else. I am not narcissistic, just cant help feeling that i look so god-damn good in all the photos i have taken. Some people just have IT. Guess i am one of them.
Never knew i could look this...erm cool..=)






ME and my triangle=) Look carefully at my forehead and u can see the shape of a triangle.=) The reason why girls are attracted to me i guess. *smiles*





















Me and my now-u-see-it-now-u-dont-teeth





















OOoh my not so pretty taptap and me. Must choose a girl not so pretty so i look better.





















My lovely prata, cant wait to have u.




















" Excuse me, are u looking at gorgeous me?"






















" tee hee hee, my favorite pic! brings out a different side of me!"
















Cool hair RIGHT?














I love this pic too! Looks like i had some lip stick on! actually i did! i stole taptap's lipstick to apply! Now me lips look so rosy=)















People say my side view looks like edison chen. I think so too=)

















I think i look uber cool here with my new shades.

Pictures time

Since the blog is LEt pictures do the talking, i have decided to plaster more pictures! And after all, everything left to be said had been said and done.

As mentioned previously, my good friend renjie left for sweden with his girl friend. It was. a tearful farewel i must sayl..




















Just to divert, dont u all think i look pretty gorgeous in my working clothes??? I think honestly, i looked the best and has the nicest bods in my office=)

A Wolf That Bleats.

Goodbye Hammie, tho i din get to see ya much later on... i hope u enjoyed ur time with ur owner n brought her more joy than i can.

Lately, i'm beginning to feel i'm becoming a terrible person. Heh maybe some would like to disagree... "You were always a terrible person wat... haha!" But i was thinking of how i was as a person in my younger days (yes, not so young anymore.) These years, i think i've just become a self-serving, bossy, righteous, argumentative, stubborn lil' bastard with double standards.

Maybe cos' something recently made me realize that i've always been expecting stuff from people... but they're not necessarily stuff dat i'm ready to give... or give up. Can anybody ever give so much sorrow to others that they'd rather he not exist? Yeap. Perhaps, i've been like this my whole life... but u noe wat? i was better at hiding my flaws earlier... nowadays i just have no energy to be nice.

A dear fren of mine left for further studies lately. And altho i knew he'd be going, albeit just for a year or two, i only felt really sad when the day approached. Should i have spent more time? should i have done something? Maybe i'm good at making frens but am i good at keeping them? Even a recent class outing made me feel that i've drifted from frens dat i enjoyed company with so much last time. i'm wondering if i'm taking my frens for granted... Or as the cliched saying goes, you'd only learn to treasure what u've lost. Sometimes i have morbid thoughts about how things would be if i just died... or if i were to leave to a faraway place for a long time. Would i be missed? Missed like how i noe some would of yesteryears.

Oh i dunno. Every blog needs an audience, but by the time this is read... i'd probably be feeling alrite again. But till den, let me indulge in this for a while... so i get better faster.

That tree goes to commencement!!!

Me very der busy. Attended 2 commencement ceremonies. Started work today. So der taptap must blog for me.

Here are some of my commencement pictures. There were too many photos, so i chose some of my cuter ones. I think i Look...GORGEOUS. Doubt u can find someone as cool and suave as me in the convocation gown. Plus i had a really good photographer that day and a really powerful camera with mega-sized lenses.






























































































































































Then attended the taptap's commencement ceremony.What to do. No choice ma. I dun go she sure chop me up. But guess what!! i found so many people i knew there n that gave me a chance to take many cute photos(of me) again!!!
This is der taptap whom i like to scold and bully.
























Found my hall friends and old hc friends from chem eng as well.

Sense and Simplicity.

Me der blog nv update velli der long oredi so i tink it's time to say sumthin bah. Altho i tink nobody reading oso bah. oki quick quick.

Good news: survived reservice, found job at philips.

Bad news: a bit der sick.

Anyways i've been watching the Perfect Cut on Channel U at 10 pm and i must say it's quite a breath of fresh air. For a long time i've been wondering why there aren't better dialogues or scripts written for our local dramas... but i guess this show's quite different. Sure, there are times when the stuff are still unbelievable or maybe just a tad too emo, but i still like the witty quips between michelle chia and thomas ong.

Since when i've become a TV drama addict? Well, since being unemployed, since not staying hall and since falling in love with the white flower snake grass water. oki boss! it's time to get some sleepy time. no der picture dis time but promise next der time will have.