i used to think i was quite a practical guy... like i'd do stuff if there's sumthin in it for me... or if there's sumthin important tmr i'd better get some sleepy time. Apparently, if i'm affected, i'm affected. n if i can't sleep, well i can't sleep. doesn't matter whether i'm studying or working the next day, got a big project or meeting. it all don't matter.

The prospect of losing... keeps the heart racing, keeps the brain swirling and hence, the eyes wide open.